Boo came to us, during the time that our children were small,.............she, just a small kitten, sitting out by our fence with a small meek meow. She brought us much joy...........in her sweet loving ways...........she gave us a small litter of kittens to also love..............she gave up city life and moved out with us to the country, where she survived a horrific coyote attack . She watched all of the children grow up and leave and also out lived all of her children. Her latest days were spent much of the time napping on the foot of our bed. 19 years seems like such a long time,.............I thought, until at the vets office this week, I had a only few short minutes left to hold this wonderful creature............before the death needle of the vet would take her away. After all of these years, her kidneys had started to fail.
Now there is an empty spot on the foot of our bed.
On the same day, I took Abbey along. Abbey was one of a group of kittens that came to the farm when we first moved out to the country. For 10 years she has explored the woods and brought back mice and has left them lying neatly by the door. She claimed the shelf and the top of the dryer in the laundry room as her favorite sleeping spot.She would sit with me outside in the late afternoons. She was gentle and sweet. Again, time seems not long at all when you realize that something so dear will soon be gone.
After exploratory surgery, the very next day after Boo's death, Abbey received that dreaded needle of the vet......................
she had cancer.
I listen to the lonely call of the doves as I sit outside...............missing this beloved cat.
There is no cure for a broken heart................except for time, perhaps...............
Life has always filled me with awe....................
and yet, death has done the same.................
It seems that one gets to know and have time to look forward to a new life about to arrive...........
Yet death holds no announcement..............it can pop up when one least expects it.
I guess, some would say, that it's a good lesson on why we should enjoy what we have each day that we are given the chance to do so.
And I am truly grateful for all of the time and the memories that these two creatures brought my way, perhaps I am just a little selfish is wanting just a little more time with them.